Bore me into hell, immersed in chaos. A strong provider I came, an unintended consequence. Skin as thick as leather , a flame sparked in spite of the downpour. You shook my soul , it broke me; dissociated days of drowning. You took it all back before it was even given . All my firsts , regrets. All laughs, a price to pay.
So gracefully trained into such subtle inadequacy .
You are my biggest enemy, and my very best friend. You are my soulmate, and the reason I have no soul to mate. Next breath, we halt.
First breath, we will do better.